Listening to a song
A song where I always like so much when I was in M'sia
A song where telling my feeling right now
-Say All I Need-
Yeah..I'm LOST..
I need air to breath...
Staying in the State for almost 2 months
Everyone will always think that
"wow..How great that you can go to State~!!"
Yea..how great?!~
I was thinking at the first I came here
If you guys ask- "JO~ how's State?"
"GREAT~! US is a great place!"
Honestly, I do fall into this place
But why..
Why I can't feel the happiness here?
Yeah~ someone had just leave us for 8 years
bump into my life
It should be a happy moment right?
But what I feel all the time is just
Disappointment, Stressful, Sadness
She's killing my soul
I have no place to release my feeling
I have no one to talk to as how I was in M'sia
I have no one to rely on, to believe to
I always hide in the room & cry alone
I can't cry it loud
well, I don dare to
Cause it'll create arguement
I keep all my feeling
All my sadness
No matter how much pains I had been through
From the day I reached to State till now
Have all store in my heart
I realise that I had change
I can't figure out what am I doin right now
I hardly control my temper
I'm getting mean
Just to protect myself
Avoiding hurts
I always tell myself
- "Jo, you have to be strong,
No matter what happen,
Stand still, don fall down!"
But I worry..
Worry one day, I break down~
Tears flow like river
Missing all my buddies so much
Flash back all those scenes
where we had been through in M'sia
sadness, happiness..
We shared together
We always there for each other
Whenever one of us having problems
I miss the big family
Our brothers-sisters-hood
You guys always remembered
*love*
