tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-58527515194886371472024-03-13T14:31:29.787-07:00Joanna @ JoJoI know I have a though way to go ahead. Here is a place where I can totally release my feeling in my life. LoVe always..JOjoanywkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03475512861408569999noreply@blogger.comBlogger13125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5852751519488637147.post-32074825084209996482013-10-16T07:21:00.001-07:002013-10-16T07:21:11.715-07:00爱情不是1+1=2 而是 0.5+0.5=1<span style="font-family: '.HelveticaNeueUI'; font-size: 16px;">爱情不是1+1=2 而是 0.5+0.5=1。 貌似大部分的人都知道这个原理,但真正能做到对方的0.5有几个?一段感情不是在占有着对方、改变对方成为你的100分情人,因为世上没有任何一个人是完美无缺的!真正相爱的、在乎对方的是要和对方分享彼此的快乐与忧伤,互相扶持、互相关怀、互相提醒、体谅、包容与忍让对方的缺点,明明相爱的就不要为了那所谓的尊严、面子、好胜,闹得不欢而散,而失去了身边最珍贵的他/她。当问题出现时,多多聆听对方的发言,一起反省!缘分是上天制造给你的,该珍惜与否却是掌握在你手里。哪怕面子丢了,总好过你失去了才后悔自己错过?</span>joanywkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03475512861408569999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5852751519488637147.post-62359773206489432832013-10-14T15:11:00.001-07:002013-10-14T15:11:10.178-07:00退步的自己<span style="font-family: '.HelveticaNeueUI'; font-size: 16px;">回来后看见每每朋友都在进步得让我羡慕,不说工作,光是自个儿得性格、口才、脑袋的灵活度,回首看看自己和大家以前在一起时的步伐都差不多一致时再比起5年后的现在,我反而变得更迟钝了!怎么办?回去后得好好改改生活态度,得好好为未来的自己奋斗。但愿能在剩下的这几周把自己给找回来,把以前的冲劲儿给再度激发出来!</span><div><span style="font-family: '.HelveticaNeueUI'; font-size: 16px;"><br></span></div><div><br></div>joanywkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03475512861408569999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5852751519488637147.post-79963929763600000322010-02-12T08:24:00.000-08:002010-02-12T08:54:53.279-08:00<span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">在某年某个时候,无数个某某的你们陪我走过。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">实在是无数的感激,并感谢上主派遣了你们</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">让温暖不断卷入我的人生,感动着我,</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">从来不曾让我感到寂寞。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">就是因为你们的爱,才能让我坚持到现今。</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">最近,感觉身体好像开始不怎么让人舒服,</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">有时很傻的想象着,如果那天真的到来,</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">我最想最想做的是什么?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">我想我最想和我珍惜的你们,留下美好的回忆。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">我想和我喜欢的人,共度欢喜,</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">我想回家,看看我最亲爱的你们,</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">我想把我的快乐,带给你们。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">即使那天真的来临,我也希望你们会为我的快乐而快乐,</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">也不希望你们为我而沮丧。</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">现在的我,并不敢去设想,可以找到永恒的幸福</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">即使是那么的短暂,我不会有遗憾。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">现在的我,决心把自己给找回来,</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">那个一直笑脸西皮,爱捉弄,好玩的,总是为身边的人着想的我,</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">以在她进美国消失了好一段时间,</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">我得做回自己,接着自己的时间,让自己的人生留下美好的句点。</span>joanywkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03475512861408569999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5852751519488637147.post-54011566308203439082009-11-19T17:10:00.000-08:002009-11-19T17:29:51.576-08:00ARGH~<div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: rgb(204, 153, 51);">Something just piss me off today...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 153, 51);">She text me, blame that I never inform her earlier once I got accident?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 153, 51);">Why don't she clarify something...WHY I don feel like call her once I got accident?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 153, 51);">Secondly, HOW am I going to call her on bed? </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 153, 51);">She seriously piss me off, trying to find fight with me? or trying to make me more sick?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 153, 51);">Hate the feeling!! Just ask yourself...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 153, 51);">What is the first respond to me when I called you that I was in hospital?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 153, 51);">You are just asking bout your damn fucking car!</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 153, 51);">As I told you..I never drive..But you keep shouting through the phone & wrong me</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 153, 51);">That's why you make me don't feel like call u once I got accident! </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 153, 51);">Don try to find a fight with me at the moment! You make me even more sick!</span><br /></div>joanywkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03475512861408569999noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5852751519488637147.post-90237829437847544872009-11-18T16:48:00.000-08:002009-11-19T17:47:20.315-08:00Few days later after it happen...<span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">tire..i'm tire...finally tears flow after it happened few days later..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">It was the first time happen in my life, the very first & serious moment happen to me.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">It makes me miss my daddy & my brother & all my friends so much...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">At least..they will always stay at my side, giving me support</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">for not saying harsh things to annoy or hurt me.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">Well I know is the harsh time I will getting through right now</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">With the coming scar appear on my face,</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">the face where I care so much...Tell me how can I take this? I have no idea..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">I"M FRUST!!PANIC? WORRY? I just feel like crying everytime I think of the scar will appear forever on my face! </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);"><br /><br />I wish the time can turn back..eventhough it happen again the same shit on me...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">at least I will have the chance to protect my face..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">i rather the fracture happen on my legs or hands..but not on my face!</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">I do feel down at the moment..i gonna try less to show up in the public..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">Everyone look at me like a weird people...a girl with a big wound on the face..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">I don dare to look up..so i always have to look down to the floor..so that no one can see me..<br /><br />Anyhow...I do feel touch of everyone being so caring..especially him.. thanks darling & all my beloved friends~<br /></span>joanywkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03475512861408569999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5852751519488637147.post-67091888407523568712009-11-12T12:59:00.000-08:002009-11-12T14:03:06.793-08:00Reflect...<div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: left;"><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 204, 102);">Reflecting the past of the year where i had in State.<br /> it is just a mess...<br /> a stupidest me for trust & rely on someone that mean so much to me<br /><br /></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 204, 102); text-align: center;">Promises were just lies & hurts..<br />where hold me till the month before<br />where make me lost myself in these first year of my life in State.<br />Make me feel so miserable in my life.<br />Sadness, tears, emotionally get destroy<br />Life got crash with those empty promises.<br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 204, 102);"><br /> <span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 102);">People aski</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 102);">ng me</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 102);">What happen to me?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 102);">Where is the Jo that i know?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 102);">Speechless me..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 102);">I guess too many things happened</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 102);">make me lost in my life</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 102);">I changed...change to someone that i can't figure out</span><br />.<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 102);">I should feel grateful to the someone</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 102);">someone who gave me the first worst year memory in State</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 102);">I woke up from the stupidest of me</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 102);">And no more getting back</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 102);">No more again, or last..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 102);">It was the end..Since the day I choose to let go</span><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"> <br /></div><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">I realize I'm no longer the Jo i used to be..I changed without notice..it might happened during how i got treated.but i do wanted to be back who i used to be..</span><br /><br /> <span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">I know i have to move my ass up to w</span><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">ork things out</span><br /> <span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">No longer get effected by anyone else..but myself..</span><br /> <span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">I know i shouldn't give any excuses or blames on to stop myself stay stronger & live better for what i have right now..where am i right now..</span><br /> <span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">I do know that..the only way to survive is to start my journey right now..</span> <br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">I gonna get it started, appreciate the moment now & go back Malaysia to visit my buddies...missing them so badly!!</span><br /></div><br /><br /><br /><br /></div>joanywkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03475512861408569999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5852751519488637147.post-7860504869105147312009-11-12T12:45:00.000-08:002009-11-12T14:35:43.462-08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">Remember those time having fun together, work together, party together<br />Whenever,whoever get down or emo-ing<br />we will leave everything aside & spending time to each others all day & night~<br />Yam Ca-ing, ShiSha-ing, Hang around the Malls<br />Nathan's the place where we gathered, settle the problems among the gang..sharing the happiness & sadness together...<br />The paradise we used to go...MICH's HoUSE..WINE, FOODS...YUMmY..<br />Walk around the night market..seeking for my favorite snacks~<br />PArty every weekends...drink crazily, sexy dance..dirrty dance..when the effective of alcoholic started in our mind...<br /></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">The funny things in our gang...whoever has relation problem, the others will be facing the same problems one by one..whoever get well in relations...others will got effected! what a crap?or a curse? lol~ it did happened on us for so many times...that's make us believe the fate we have together...<br /></span><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"><br /></span><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 204, 204);"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">YoU GuYs wiLL nEvEr b FORGOtTen iN MY LIFE!!<br />~LOVE ALWAYS~<br /></span></span></span></span></div><br /></div></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_0USc3DXAsUE/SvyBbldRVEI/AAAAAAAAADA/D1e1CYbW0fc/s1600-h/True+Fitness+ME%2BMARC.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_0USc3DXAsUE/SvyBbldRVEI/AAAAAAAAADA/D1e1CYbW0fc/s320/True+Fitness+ME%2BMARC.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5403335963849086018" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">Marc & Jo the moment working together in TF</span> <span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">Doing some crazy stuff together in the office..</span><br /></div><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_0USc3DXAsUE/SvyBOrwX8GI/AAAAAAAAAC4/UIUYH1DjvCA/s1600-h/KLIA+01.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_0USc3DXAsUE/SvyBOrwX8GI/AAAAAAAAAC4/UIUYH1DjvCA/s320/KLIA+01.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5403335742201524322" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">Will always remember this day you guys made for me..</span> <span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">Remember the tears the smiles the companion to walk me through the gate</span> <span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">Appreciate for never letting me alone till the end~</span> </div><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_0USc3DXAsUE/SvyMiQPHeCI/AAAAAAAAADQ/KJte1QoSnKI/s1600-h/poppy+club+01+%28shan%2Bmich%2Balby%29.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 242px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_0USc3DXAsUE/SvyMiQPHeCI/AAAAAAAAADQ/KJte1QoSnKI/s320/poppy+club+01+%28shan%2Bmich%2Balby%29.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5403348173039564834" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">Never Drink ALonE~ </span></span><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_0USc3DXAsUE/SvyAAh_w8OI/AAAAAAAAACw/iAzJpg59lcY/s1600-h/my+farewell+2008+%28eating%29.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 218px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_0USc3DXAsUE/SvyAAh_w8OI/AAAAAAAAACw/iAzJpg59lcY/s320/my+farewell+2008+%28eating%29.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5403334399551926498" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">Our Family DinnEr~~ </span><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_0USc3DXAsUE/SvyC4oUlgzI/AAAAAAAAADI/cqjlJLPQX5o/s1600-h/my+farewell+2008.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 234px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_0USc3DXAsUE/SvyC4oUlgzI/AAAAAAAAADI/cqjlJLPQX5o/s320/my+farewell+2008.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5403337562345800498" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">Thanks for the surprise farewell+pre celebration birthday dinner!</span> <span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">Never forget the way Marcus "con" me to here!</span> <span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"><br />~ TOuchiNG MoMeNT</span><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">~</span><br /></div><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">*MISS U..U...& U....*</span></span><br /></div><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);"><br /></span>joanywkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03475512861408569999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5852751519488637147.post-60437815741623186112009-09-27T16:56:00.001-07:002009-11-19T17:33:46.311-08:00SEPT 27<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_0USc3DXAsUE/SsAEO88cjBI/AAAAAAAAACA/hTDOx5IV9J4/s1600-h/KLIA+01.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_0USc3DXAsUE/SsAEO88cjBI/AAAAAAAAACA/hTDOx5IV9J4/s320/KLIA+01.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5386309809259449362" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />A year gone! I had stayed in the State for a year! SEPT 27..a year before the same date i just reach to the State.. APPLAUSE FOR ME! i make it!<br /><br />SEPT 27 2009~ lying on the bed, thinking of the days i been through for the first year in State..<br /><br />The first thing came into my mind was the scene happened in KLIA. The tears v had, the smile v got! I had never forget the moment v spent for each others! The suprise party & the gift box with full of letters & photo! I LOVE IT~ I do miss u guys so much!<br /><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;">Thanks Buddies for the Suprise! Miss u guys!<br /></div><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_0USc3DXAsUE/SsAEPxDjHII/AAAAAAAAACY/S3qB7XFN6LE/s1600-h/poppy+club+01+%28shan%2Bmich%2Balby%29.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 242px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_0USc3DXAsUE/SsAEPxDjHII/AAAAAAAAACY/S3qB7XFN6LE/s320/poppy+club+01+%28shan%2Bmich%2Balby%29.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5386309823247883394" border="0" /></a>The party life that never resist!<br /></div>joanywkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03475512861408569999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5852751519488637147.post-72313963819519815612009-06-26T11:44:00.000-07:002009-06-29T12:44:28.558-07:00Wait for the day come!<div align="left"><span style="color:#336666;">Has been sometimes have not been update my blog...<br /><br />Lazy? Ignoring the Reality? or...i have no idea at all~ til today..LOL<br /><br />Time past real fast..I have stayed in state for more than 6 months..<br /><br />but feel like just few weeks before..<br /><br />It had been so many things happen all these while..<br /><br />I have no idea what should i believe right now?<br /><br />Worth it? I have no idea at all..LEt's wait the day come..<br /><br />Tears flow for few months..weight been loss while all these happen on me.<br /><br />I keep ask myself~ Y should it b happen on me? I have no idea.<br /><br />I'm waiting...wait til the day come..wait til the answer & the explaination~ wait for the promises..<br /><br />Been hide myself for all these while~ hide for everything..for the truth~<br /><br />Everydays, everynights been hang out with friends<br /><br />to keep my mind busy for not think of those problem~<br /><br />That's the only way to make me feel better till the day has come!</span></div>joanywkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03475512861408569999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5852751519488637147.post-37031047408592662152008-12-30T21:38:00.000-08:002008-12-30T23:45:24.930-08:00THOSE DAYS...2008<div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Here come again the last day of the year</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">flashing back all those memories in this year</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">bringing up & down the mood</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">there were lotz of lotz of </span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">sweet & bad memories</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">Remember the first day for the year</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">I celebrated with all the Happy Crew in Penang</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">Missing those wonderful moment with all the 'HAPPY' friends!!</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">Happy Crews are always bringing their smile</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">till now...well on the coming years!!</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Remember the first time travel with my buddies</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Marc, Karen...</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">First time I travel to others country with my best friend-Bangkok-Hatyai</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Seriously miss the moment so much</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">the first time i experience spending time</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">with my beloved friend travelling</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Forgetting those stressful thingy</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /> </div><div align="center"><span style="color:#3366ff;">Remember those moment with my buddies </span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#3366ff;">Shopping, Hanging Around, Yam Cha-ing, ShiSHA-ing, Party...etc</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#3366ff;">Remembered all those time no matter sad or happy time</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#3366ff;">We will always stick together</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#3366ff;">Who ever had their problem</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#3366ff;">We'll always gather up at somewhere</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#3366ff;">Never ever be alone to face the problem</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#3366ff;">There will always someone will be there with us</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#3366ff;">We'll always head to our PARADISE when we had no where to hang</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#3366ff;">We always love to give suprises to the one who have their big day</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#3366ff;">We are like a big family..</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#3366ff;">Brothers & Sisters Hoods</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#3366ff;">Thanks for the sweet moments u guys had gave me</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#3366ff;">I miss u guys so much..Do wait me back ya!</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Remember the moment I getting into my job</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Freelance jobs...</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Roving team, Sampling job, Nike Event, Roadshows</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Remember those moment there is a close friend always b with me</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">we always worked together</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Eat together</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">hang out together</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">--MARC MARC MARC--</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">--MARCUS LOKE--</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Without Jo No MArc</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Without MArc No JO</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">That's what people always say</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">My first time experienced by working with philipmorris</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">SAMPOERNA GIRL!</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">SAmSOn ConCerts..Indonesia Fiesta..</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">SAMPOERNA ROCKZ</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;">Somewhere, Someday, Somemoment</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;">He appeared in my life</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;">He cheer me up when I'm down</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;">He always being supportive</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;">He scolded me sometimes to show his cares to a dumb me </span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;">He sing to me from his heart </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;">thru the lyrics, </span><span style="color:#009900;">I hear him</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;">He cooked & packed when I was in hurry for work</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;">He never put a blame on being my driver</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;">Drive me before & after work no matter where I'll be</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;">He never put me aside</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;">He never leave me alone</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;">whenever he goes...he'll bring me along</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;">Yet He had taught me alotz</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;">I appreciate every moments you gave</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;">THANK YOU</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;">Nowmatter how we are now..you are always remember!!</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;">God will guide us the way we heading!!</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I celebrated my 21st birthday in State</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I started my nightmare</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">well nothing will beat me down</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I'll learn to stand on it</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Keep my life going</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I won care how she turn & twist story</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I won care what she did behind me</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">A phrase always appear in my mind</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">"I LIVE FOR MYSELF, MY FUTURE </span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">NOT FOR UNNESESSARY PERSON"</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">God will guide me the way...</span></div><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">WISH ALL OF YOU HAVE A MEMORABLE LAST MOMENT IN 2008</span></div>joanywkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03475512861408569999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5852751519488637147.post-18650892232286934292008-12-03T11:36:00.000-08:002008-12-03T12:49:16.993-08:00Missing u guys~<div align="left"><span style="color:#9999ff;">After it happened last week, I hav nvr been open my mouth except on phone. Well, finally I receive my Green Card. These come to the day I hav to decide what to do on next. I plan on taking cosmetology program & work during my free time. But I have to study & get my GED done before i start my program~ ARH...-I forgotten to bring my transcript to the State~! I gonna wait while tai ko to get another copy from the college again & mail it to me. Careless me!Hmph~ Have to wait for at least one month!<br /></div></span><div align="left"></div><div align="left"><br /></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#9999ff;">Guess what is first thing appear in my mind once I got my GC?-"woohoo, I can go back to M'sia ady~!" Yea..I so miss my buddies, family, my life in M'sia! I wanted to go back so badly. I'll work hard & get my flight ticket to go bec for 1 or 2 months & meet up again! I miss u guys so much! </span></div><div align="left"><br /></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#9999ff;"></span></div><div align="left"><br /></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#9999ff;">Christmas coming soon. How will u guys celebrate over there? CLUB & PARTY again? missed all those life v used to have together~ partying~! I have nvr been to club at all since the day I step into the State! lol~ getting itch ady..OoHOoo..Well, maybe something different this year for me- snowy?coldy?winty day?lol~ </span></div><div align="left"><br /></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#9999ff;"></span></div><div align="left"><br /></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#9999ff;">Knowing that u guys going to Langkawi for a trip at the coming year Jan. OooOOoo..sob sob..I wish I'm there to join the trip thou!<span style="color:#ff9966;">:</span><span style="color:#ff9966;">'(</span> Anyway, do enjoy there & snap more pictures! Missing of each of u~ </span><span style="color:#ff6666;">luv always*</span></div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center"></div><p><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5275664515475758226" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 224px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_0USc3DXAsUE/STbs7NcQ3JI/AAAAAAAAAAk/Grr8WwlxgJ8/s320/big+family.jpg" border="0" /></p><p align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /> </p><div align="center"><a id="myphotolink" href="http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=1851874&id=692200268&op=2&view=global&subj=661615097"></a><a id="myphotolink" href="http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=1851874&id=692200268&op=2&view=global&subj=661615097"></a></div>joanywkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03475512861408569999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5852751519488637147.post-2581486738741121392008-11-24T14:10:00.000-08:002008-11-24T16:22:25.771-08:00Melancholy~<div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">Listening to a song</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">A song where I always like so much when I was in M'sia</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">A song where telling my feeling right now</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">-Say All I Need-</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">Yeah..I'm LOST..</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">I need air to breath...</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;"></span></div><p><span style="color:#cc66cc;"></span></p><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">Staying in the State for almost 2 months</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">Everyone will always think that</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">"wow..How great that you can go to State~!!"</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">Yea..how great?!~</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">I was thinking at the first I came here</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">If you guys ask- "JO~ how's State?"</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">"GREAT~! US is a great place!"</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">Honestly, I do fall into this place<br /></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">But why..</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">Why I can't feel the happiness here?</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">Yeah~ someone had just leave us for 8 years</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">bump into my life</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">It should be a happy moment right?</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">But what I feel all the time is just</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">Disappointment, Stressful, Sadness</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">She's killing my soul</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">I have no place to release my feeling</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">I have no one to talk to as how I was in M'sia</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">I have no one to rely on, to believe to</span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#cc66cc;"></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#cc66cc;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">I always hide in the room & cry alone</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">I can't cry it loud</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">well, I don dare to</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">Cause it'll create arguement</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">I keep all my feeling</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">All my sadness</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">No matter how much pains I had been through</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">From the day I reached to State till now</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">Have all store in my heart</span></div><p><span style="color:#cc66cc;"></span></p><p><span style="color:#cc66cc;"></span></p><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">I realise that I had change</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">I can't figure out what am I doin right now</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">I hardly control my temper</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">I'm getting mean</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">Just to protect myself</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">Avoiding hurts</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">I always tell myself</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">- "Jo, you have to be strong,</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">No matter what happen,</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">Stand still, don fall down!"</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">But I worry..</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">Worry one day, I break down~</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">Tears flow like river</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">Missing all my buddies so much</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">Flash back all those scenes</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">where we had been through in M'sia</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">sadness, happiness..</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">We shared together</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">We always there for each other</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">Whenever one of us having problems</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">I miss the big family</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">Our brothers-sisters-hood</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">You guys always remembered</span></div><p><span style="color:#cc66cc;"></span></p><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">*love*</span></div><br /><div align="center"></div>joanywkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03475512861408569999noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5852751519488637147.post-29376330509500430312008-10-26T13:44:00.001-07:002008-10-26T15:26:11.655-07:00Being with HER<div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;"><span style="font-size:0;"></span><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><span style="font-size:0;"></span><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span>Staying in the State for a month...</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">30 days passed</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">A lots of things had happened in this short month,</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">been sacrificed leave all the things in M'sia- </span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">Family, Buddies, Lover, Education & my Lifestyle.</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">Finding hard to let thing goes & being alone</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">but have to..</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span></div><p></p><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">I have a new life here..which i never ever wish to have to</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">Being here for a month,</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">I always stay in a moody day~</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">I feel like a prisoner,</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">Staying in a jail.</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">What ever i did..i need to pass through her..</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">i lost my privacy, my life..MYSELF~</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">i found out that is a big gap between me & her.</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">She too much control,</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">Too many words,</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">Hard to communicate as well.</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">She never ever bother about my feeling,</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">she just want me to be what she wanted to..</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">What she think is right..</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">By not letting me to be myself..</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">I tried to voice up my feeling for so many times..</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">even had arguement.. </span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">but what I got is just zerO.</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">She never accept whatever i said,</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">she never accept my personality,</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">She's not willing to be understand her own daugther</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">for never staying with her in 8 years</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">she never be respect of me-</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">for scolded me, yelled at me in sudden</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">& complaint about all the passed</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">blame on us..especially my dad</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">I feel so stress..so tire..for listening of her</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">telling the same old story in this 8 years</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">for comparing herself wif dad</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">I don find the point?</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">I just feel annoyed.</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">I feel so disappointed..</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">for everything she did to me.</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">I dunno how to face a people like her</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">yet she is my mom.</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">I dunno how to respect her..</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">even i tried so many time..</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">i just can't face or stand a person like her,</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">never ever admit the problems she have;</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">Never ever care about ppl's feeling at all;</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">Never ever listen to peoples';</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">Always aspecting everyone to follow her needs;</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">shout & yell whenever she feels wrong;</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">Always put the blame on others but not herself;</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">Turning all the stories to show out herself;</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">etc..</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">I had be silence all the while </span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">after I found out pointless to talk to her, to discuss with her.</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">But yet, get scolded as well.</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">I'm tire..</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">I'm not a dog,</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">I'm not her maid,</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">I'm not her machine-ROBOT.</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">I have my own characters,</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">I have my own privacy,</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">I have my plans.</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">I know i gonna be tough</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">because I'm alone here.</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">I have nothing here.</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">I'll wait the time comes,</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">TO BE MYSELF</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">I miss Malaysia so much..I miss my life..</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">I miss the days that all of you for always being with me</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">Support me, care of me, loves me</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">all the while when I'm in M'sia.</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">I miss every single minutes that I had been in M'sia.</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">I miss my 21 years life there..</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">I love u all..</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">I wish I could get back my life..</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">Moving on..</span></div>joanywkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03475512861408569999noreply@blogger.com0