爱情不是1+1=2 而是 0.5+0.5=1

爱情不是1+1=2 而是 0.5+0.5=1。 貌似大部分的人都知道这个原理，但真正能做到对方的0.5有几个？一段感情不是在占有着对方、改变对方成为你的100分情人，因为世上没有任何一个人是完美无缺的！真正相爱的、在乎对方的是要和对方分享彼此的快乐与忧伤，互相扶持、互相关怀、互相提醒、体谅、包容与忍让对方的缺点，明明相爱的就不要为了那所谓的尊严、面子、好胜，闹得不欢而散，而失去了身边最珍贵的他/她。当问题出现时，多多聆听对方的发言，一起反省！缘分是上天制造给你的，该珍惜与否却是掌握在你手里。哪怕面子丢了，总好过你失去了才后悔自己错过？

退步的自己

回来后看见每每朋友都在进步得让我羡慕，不说工作，光是自个儿得性格、口才、脑袋的灵活度，回首看看自己和大家以前在一起时的步伐都差不多一致时再比起5年后的现在，我反而变得更迟钝了！怎么办？回去后得好好改改生活态度，得好好为未来的自己奋斗。但愿能在剩下的这几周把自己给找回来，把以前的冲劲儿给再度激发出来！

在某年某个时候，无数个某某的你们陪我走过。
实在是无数的感激，并感谢上主派遣了你们
让温暖不断卷入我的人生，感动着我，
从来不曾让我感到寂寞。
就是因为你们的爱，才能让我坚持到现今。

最近，感觉身体好像开始不怎么让人舒服，
有时很傻的想象着，如果那天真的到来，
我最想最想做的是什么？
我想我最想和我珍惜的你们，留下美好的回忆。
我想和我喜欢的人，共度欢喜，
我想回家，看看我最亲爱的你们，
我想把我的快乐，带给你们。
即使那天真的来临，我也希望你们会为我的快乐而快乐，
也不希望你们为我而沮丧。

现在的我，并不敢去设想，可以找到永恒的幸福
即使是那么的短暂，我不会有遗憾。
现在的我，决心把自己给找回来，
那个一直笑脸西皮，爱捉弄，好玩的，总是为身边的人着想的我，
以在她进美国消失了好一段时间，
我得做回自己，接着自己的时间，让自己的人生留下美好的句点。

ARGH~

Something just piss me off today...
She text me, blame that I never inform her earlier once I got accident?
Why don't she clarify something...WHY I don feel like call her once I got accident?
Secondly, HOW am I going to call her on bed?

She seriously piss me off, trying to find fight with me? or trying to make me more sick?
Hate the feeling!! Just ask yourself...
What is the first respond to me when I called you that I was in hospital?
You are just asking bout your damn fucking car!
As I told you..I never drive..But you keep shouting through the phone & wrong me
That's why you make me don't feel like call u once I got accident!
Don try to find a fight with me at the moment! You make me even more sick!

Few days later after it happen...

tire..i'm tire...finally tears flow after it happened few days later..
It was the first time happen in my life, the very first & serious moment happen to me.
It makes me miss my daddy & my brother & all my friends so much...
At least..they will always stay at my side, giving me support
for not saying harsh things to annoy or hurt me.
Well I know is the harsh time I will getting through right now
With the coming scar appear on my face,
the face where I care so much...Tell me how can I take this? I have no idea..
I"M FRUST!!PANIC? WORRY? I just feel like crying everytime I think of the scar will appear forever on my face!


I wish the time can turn back..eventhough it happen again the same shit on me...
at least I will have the chance to protect my face..
i rather the fracture happen on my legs or hands..but not on my face!

I do feel down at the moment..i gonna try less to show up in the public..
Everyone look at me like a weird people...a girl with a big wound on the face..
I don dare to look up..so i always have to look down to the floor..so that no one can see me..

Anyhow...I do feel touch of everyone being so caring..especially him.. thanks darling & all my beloved friends~

Reflect...

Reflecting the past of the year where i had in State.
it is just a mess...
a stupidest me for trust & rely on someone that mean so much to me

Promises were just lies & hurts..
where hold me till the month before
where make me lost myself in these first year of my life in State.
Make me feel so miserable in my life.
Sadness, tears, emotionally get destroy
Life got crash with those empty promises.

People asking me
What happen to me?
Where is the Jo that i know?
Speechless me..
I guess too many things happened
make me lost in my life
I changed...change to someone that i can't figure out
.

I should feel grateful to the someone
someone who gave me the first worst year memory in State
I woke up from the stupidest of me
And no more getting back
No more again, or last..
It was the end..Since the day I choose to let go

I realize I'm no longer the Jo i used to be..I changed without notice..it might happened during how i got treated.but i do wanted to be back who i used to be..

I know i have to move my ass up to work things out
No longer get effected by anyone else..but myself..
I know i shouldn't give any excuses or blames on to stop myself stay stronger & live better for what i have right now..where am i right now..
I do know that..the only way to survive is to start my journey right now..
I gonna get it started, appreciate the moment now & go back Malaysia to visit my buddies...missing them so badly!!

Remember those time having fun together, work together, party together
Whenever,whoever get down or emo-ing
we will leave everything aside & spending time to each others all day & night~
Yam Ca-ing, ShiSha-ing, Hang around the Malls
Nathan's the place where we gathered, settle the problems among the gang..sharing the happiness & sadness together...
The paradise we used to go...MICH's HoUSE..WINE, FOODS...YUMmY..
Walk around the night market..seeking for my favorite snacks~
PArty every weekends...drink crazily, sexy dance..dirrty dance..when the effective of alcoholic started in our mind...

The funny things in our gang...whoever has relation problem, the others will be facing the same problems one by one..whoever get well in relations...others will got effected! what a crap?or a curse? lol~ it did happened on us for so many times...that's make us believe the fate we have together...

YoU GuYs wiLL nEvEr b FORGOtTen iN MY LIFE!!
~LOVE ALWAYS~

Marc & Jo the moment working together in TF Doing some crazy stuff together in the office..

Will always remember this day you guys made for me.. Remember the tears the smiles the companion to walk me through the gate Appreciate for never letting me alone till the end~

Never Drink ALonE~


Our Family DinnEr~~


Thanks for the surprise farewell+pre celebration birthday dinner! Never forget the way Marcus "con" me to here!
~ TOuchiNG MoMeNT~

*MISS U..U...& U....*